I want to live on – partly because of you, Alec. I have never wanted to live so much as I have these past few months, with you
Tag: magnus bane
I’ve seen it happen, and I’m selfish enough to want the person who loves me to choose me. But Nephilim will always choose the world.
I forgive you, but I can’t be with you. I can’t. It doesn’t work.
Sort of finish CoHF, here is some thoughts on Malec (Part 1)
Well, everything turn out well, but it still feels like their story isn’t end yet. We still have TDA in the future so i still hope to see more of their relationship
Er, actually i expected A LOT more drama & epic arguements than this, but to be honest every Malec scenes makes my heart ache because they are so sweet even though there are not that much scenes they are together
Robert & Alec’s conversation is kind of unsatisfying but hell, the Waywood part is the biggest plot twist of this book LOL
Alec is a wonderful human being mommy sorry for ever doubt you in the past ;______;
Magnus’ father was boring LOL Sorry you didnt impress me that much
Overall, it’s more of the sweet side than the angst i expected, at this point i would like to point out that i have read fanfics that handle their relationship better but you cant have everything so … dont get me wrong I like this ending too but there is still something not quite satisfying about it …
But imagine, Magnus curl up all alone in a dark, messy loft, eating takeout on his birthday and probably staring at Alec’s message on his phone all day. I bet he has been all happy prepare a party, or a romantic dinner/date with Alec by his side for months & then this ‘thing’ happens …
It smells like heartbreak in here
As much as I happy that Magnus forgives Alec, I still think it’s not entirely Alec’s fault so it should be more like “Magnus know where he was wrong & they forgive each other”
Okay first i want you guys to know that i don’t want to do this, but this thoughts keep bugging me for days so I have to write this out.
And second, this one is a very very very terrible theory, maybe the worst I have ever wrote about Malec, so if you think you can’t handle it, don’t read the next! It also contains spoilers for The Bane Chronicles, in case somebody haven’t read it yet. AND DON’T SAY I DIDN’T WARN YOU!
So it goes like this:
In The Rise of Hotel Dumort, Aldous – the High Warlock of Manhattan – has gone insane after living for too long and he tried to go to Hell, thinking it was his place, and then was killed by a Shadowhunter who used bow. Ah yeah, “a Shadowhunter who used bow” – sounds familiar isn’t it.
And then we have this sentence from Saving Raphael Santiago:
“Magnus hoped if he ever went mad like that himself, so mad that he poisoned the very air round him and hurt everyone he came into contact with, that there would be someone ho loved him enough to stop him. To kill him, if it came to that.”
What if all of these are foreshadow, what if Cassie pulls off another Wolverine-Jean on us, something like Magnus went insane for some reasons (which may involves his very powerful demon father) & then Alec is the one who kill him and the last words they say to each other is ‘I love you’ …
I’ve just watched a very sad movie so my mind is kind of messed up right now
Trust me I was crying while writing this I must be a masochist somehow
I’M SO SORRY FOR THOSE WHO READ THIS
BUT I WARNED YOU!
I have this idea after reading a fanfic.
So you remember Magnus’ speciality is memory & how Magnus uses a spell to erase his memory about Camille in TBC right? I think it’s a foreshadow, except this time, he will use it on Alec. He trades his life to save Alec, & before he die (NOPE) he erases Alec & everyone else’s memories about him, so when Alec wakes up, he will forget about Magnus & continue to live a happy life without him … BUT, because he is already very weak when he casts the spell so it doesn’t go right. Alec still forgets about him, but he also can’t love anyone else, even years after, because he feels like it’s wrong to love someone else & there is something missing. So Alec ends up alone for the rest of his life
MY THEORY IS GETTING WORSE. MY HOPE IS DYING ALONG WITH MY HEART WHILE WRITING THIS THEORY
The Lightwoods
Okay so after read The last stand of New York Institute i realize something (well, i should realize it sooner but i’m dumb so …): the reason why Alec & Isabelle doesn’t hold a lot of judgement about downworlders is because Maryse & Robert are used to be in The Circle.
I assume Maryse & Robert doesn’t talk much about that with their children, sure they are ashamed of all the horrible things they did in the past, but i also believe that they knew they were wrong, that’s why they didn’t teach their child to hate downworlder.
That’s also the reason why Alec wasn’t too offended when Magnus talks about shadowhunter at the Uprising, he knew his parents were in the Circle & he feels bad about what they did with downworlder (Jace should learn this from Alec, both of his fake fathers & even his real father were in the Circle, so you should watch your mouth!) (And wait! There is a moment when Magnus stare at Alec when he asked about the Uprising, maybe it’s because Magnus recognized Alec was the one he used to call ‘repellent brat’ LOL)
Of course Alec & Isabelle is not 100% judgement-free (i blame it on the society they live in & probably because of Hodge), but they are pretty open-minded (hell, both of them are dating downworlder now)
(Now that I think about it, the Lightwood is pretty much like a mix between Malfoy family & Weasley family … which is not a surprise at all i guess)
Also, if Alec get back with Magnus & Izzy end up with Simon, then doesn’t that mean the end of the Lightwood bloodline? Magnus & Alec can’t have a child (obviously) and vampire also can’t bear children and Max is dead … unless Robert already have another child with someone else … not sure how I feel about that hmm … or maybe, Alec will marry some girl to continue the family bloodline, he seems like the type who would do so for his family (BUT YOU CAN’T DO THAT PLS NO) …